Outrun the Rain

The quotes from this song sums up how i feel at the moment....

"Cause of what I did, now we no longer talking.
Yes I deserve it...
Tell me how to keep you here

...

You're asking me to go, but I don't want to leave.
You said forever, I would like eternity.
Baby one plus one should equal you and me.
Cause you are my shelter from the rain (Shelter from the rain)
I thought you'd hold on, you said you're too weak
I said lets talk about it, you wouldn't even speak
It used to be us, girl now there's no one here but me.
Cause I finally could outrun the rain."

yea that sounds about right =/ i don't know, i know i love you and i've tried to talk to you so i can get through to you, but like it says in the song...you don't want me 2 speak...

Jen, you do have a point and if i were you, i'd be pretty pissed n confused, cause i wouldn't know what parts of you are true, like i'd question myself..."was it true? did he really like me? or was it all games? is he just the same as he was before?"

i could concoct a billion excuses so it'd seem like i wasn't at fault, but what's the use of making up all of them when the only way 2 get through to you is by telling you the truth.

yes i did go clubbing that night, and yes i lied to you about my whereabouts. simply enough. when i was at the club, i didn't dance with any girls, all i did was drink.

the real reason why i lied is because of what happened when it was Thomas' birthday and i was meant 2 go out with them clubbing and you didn't want me to go so i stayed with you.

i know how upset you'd get if i told you i was going clubbing as of what can happen at clubs, especially when there are drinks involved and also girls around. it was a stupid thing to do, purely because i don't think anyone wanted me to leave the house that night =/

i didn't just make you upset...my mother was crying that whole night coz she smelt alcohol on my breath *sighs*

ahh i'm just stupid =/ when i was with you. apart from when i lied, everything else was actually improving. i wasn't lying to anyone, i was happy as i had a girl who i loved and loved me, and everyday just seemed brighter.

i'm an absolute dick for fucking it up. i'm going to be here for you always, and will keep trying to talk to you, cause i promised i wouldn't let go of you and that i did mean it when i said i wanted to be with you always.

i just hope you read this Jen =/

- Adam

Song: Taj - Outrun the Rain

p.s that picture up above reminded me of you....